Objects of Memory

These artifacts were displayed in Chapel Hall during the original run of Left Behind.

A newsletter page with an obituary that begins 'On January 9, 1997 the stars shined less brightly...' and asks for donations to support HIV work in the Dallas Deaf community.

The Rainbow News, Astro Rainbow Alliance of the Deaf, vol. 1, iss.1, January/March/April 1997. Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A quilt panel for Mark Allen Branson with many symbols, including tragic-comic drama faces, a coffee mug, and a horse wearing a saddle. There is a picture of Mark in the center and many handwritten notes.

Courtesy of National AIDS Memorial.

Mark Allen Branson (1955-1997)

Not everyone living with HIV dies of AIDS. As medical treatments have advanced, it has become possible to live much longer than in the early days of the crisis. HIV's impact on the immune system may contribute to other health problems, potentially making someone with HIV more vulnerable to cancer or other illnesses.

We remember Mark Allen Branson as an actor, an activist, a teacher, an HIV/AIDS counselor, and a rodeo rider.


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Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A quilt panel for Clint McKay dated 5-5-91. There is a picture of Mickey Mouse holding several balloons and giving the ILY sign.

Courtesy of National AIDS Memorial.

Jay Bacon and Clint McKay

Shortly before the end of their lives, Jay Bacon (left) and Clint McKay (right) posed for a photo shoot. Jay was hearing and Clint was deaf, and they journeyed through HIV and AIDS together, dying just a few months apart.

We remember Jay Bacon (1960-1991) as a talented painter and a store manager, full of optimism and generosity.

We remember Clint McKay (1956-1991) as the first profoundly deaf person to graduate from public school in West Texas, a Senior Accounting Representative at work, a board member for Illuminations Theater of the Deaf, and a sign language teacher for friends and family.


A yellowed newspaper clipping of an obituary for Craig Venema who died at 34. It asks to send donations to AIDS Foundation instead of flowers. He is shown smiling in a picture.

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A vertical quilt panel for Craig Venema on a black background. Symbols include an ILY hand, birds, and musical notes. Text: 'Your light of love will shine forever.'

Courtesy of National AIDS Memorial.

Craig Venema (1958-1993)

Craig Venema died at 34 years old, after living with HIV for eight years. He is one of many hearing people honored on the Deaf Lost to AIDS list, having been an active member of the Deaf community.

We remember Craig Venema as a University of Arkansas student, a teacher and job coach, and a dedicated volunteer who kept supporting his community until he could no longer work.


A note on funeral home stationery. It begins 'I tried to contact you but you hung up before I could tell you about Jerry Wilson's death.' It is signed 'ILY, John L Stout.'

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A funeral program. On the right is Jerry Ray Wilsons dates of birth and death, service information, and his brothers and sisters who survived him, along with pallbearers. On the left is the 23rd psalm.

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A quilt panel for Jerry Ray Wilson, mostly purple background. There are several symbols and images including a large red ILY hand.

Courtesy of National AIDS Memorial.

Jerry Ray Wilson (1955-1995)

Jerry Wilson's obituary in the Galveston Daily News did not say that he died of AIDS. This was commonplace, especially when families did not want to acknowledge that their loved one was LGBTQ+.

We don't know if Jerry's family was supportive or not, but Astro Rainbow Alliance of the Deaf member John L. Stout was one of the pallbearers at his funeral. He was buried in Webster, Texas, and his name is on the AIDS Memorial at Forest Park Cemetary in downtown Houston. This is the only surviving AIDS memorial in the city, as the Texas AIDS Memorial Garden - created in 1986 - was torn apart in 2013 to become a bike trail.

Has society moved on from hiding deaths from AIDS? Many LGBTQ+ people still don't have support from their families.


A handmade teddy bear-shaped memorial picture frame on a nightstand. Inside the frame is a photo of a man wearing a plaid shirt and cowboy hat.

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A quilt panel for Robert Davis Jr. There is an actual teddy bear attached under a robin's egg blue handkerchief. There are symbols sewn on of the ILY hand and a cowboy hat.

Courtesy of National AIDS Memorial.

Robert Davis, Jr. (1953-1986)

Robert Davis, Jr. was 33 years old when he died of AIDS. Unfortunately, his obituary says he died "after a short illness" and that he was secretary of the "Astro Alliance of the Deaf." Removing the word "Rainbow," and not mentioning AIDS, was most likely an intentional change by his family to hide the fact that he was gay.

We remember Robert Davis, Jr. as a graduate of the Kentucky School for the Deaf, a student of Houston Community College, and a lover of cowboy hats and bears. His AIDS quilt panel was made by members of the Astro Rainbow Society of the Deaf.


A brochure titled 'The need was obvious...' with the logo for the National Coalition on Deaf Community and HIV/AIDS.

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A knowledge survey for 'the Deaf, Hard of Hearing and Deaf-Blind.' Questions on this page are about gender, hearing loss, age of hearing loss, method of communication, race/ethnicity, and age.

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

In February 1991, the National Coalition on Deaf Community and HIV/AIDS (NCDH) was established to support community members living with the disease, provide education about deafness to HIV/AIDS service providers, and teach the deaf community about HIV.

The brochure includes an NCDH membership application and a request for names of people who can present on the subject of HIV/AIDS information in the Deaf community. It also mentions the need for "animated signed information on the web."

The 10-page survey asks personal and sexual drug history, how respondents think HIV is transmitted, and how they talk to their partners, family members, and medical professionals about HIV.


A handmade book with a construction paper cover. A label on the top says Addresses: Confidential. The cover has been colored over with markers in a lined pattern.

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

A lined piece of paper inside a notebook, with addresses showing including the Rainbow Alliance of the Deaf. Along the side are tabs from other pages: Headquarters, Chapters of Texas, Houston, Dallas, Austin, El Paso.

Courtesy of Gallaudet University Archives.

Astro Rainbow Society of the Deaf Address Book

During the late 1980s and early 1990s, it could be dangerous to be outed as LGBTQ+ and community organizers kept member information carefully guarded.

This book contains full names and addresses for Astro club members, and some have notes saying "no phone calls" - another form of privacy protection. Some addresses are written in pencil to allow for changes, and others are covered in white-out with new addresses written on top.

The book also contains contact information for the national office of the Rainbow Alliance of the Deaf, along with addresses of other regional chapters around the country.

The last few pages list members who have died, haphazardly updated in different handwriting and by different pens over a span of many years.


Neatly handwritten in summer 1992, at the height of the AIDS pandemic, this listing presents a stark illustration of the loss experienced by Texas's deaf LGBTQ+ community.

Of 21 members who died in a six-year period, 19 were from AIDS. Some were mere weeks or even days apart.

Other Astro members from the address book died after this list was made, and their passing was noted next to their address:

  • Craig Venema (1993)
  • Patrick Saatzer (1994)
  • Austin Gabourel (1995)
  • Michael Felts (1996)

Can you imagine updating a list every time one of your friends died?